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PC FOR REAN....
... for as long as we have rip next weel
[Ah. In all honesty, his feelings about the Barghest were still mixed, and it's hard not to remember everything that happened while Makoto was still its host, but... that's neither here or there. It takes a bit, but he makes it to the door and opens it slowly, bringing her into his view.
On his end, he still looks weak and pale, but he's standing and maybe that's what counts here.]
Hey. ...I'm guessing there's some things you want to ask.
On his end, he still looks weak and pale, but he's standing and maybe that's what counts here.]
Hey. ...I'm guessing there's some things you want to ask.
[There's a flicker of surprise before it's gone with a blink.]
Thanks. I really do appreciate it, and the healing you did yesterday as well.
[He moves away from the doorway to let her in.]
But yeah, I'm alright. It's better than sitting around in bed all day, anyways.
Thanks. I really do appreciate it, and the healing you did yesterday as well.
[He moves away from the doorway to let her in.]
But yeah, I'm alright. It's better than sitting around in bed all day, anyways.
I hadn't been planning on it, if that's what you mean. What I did was sort of... instinct, I'd say.
[It takes a while for him to respond, but eventually a message pops in.]
Hey, this is Rean. Did you need something?
Hey, this is Rean. Did you need something?
[Nods.]
I just wanted to survive, no matter what. That's why I transformed, and that's why I used this body's power, too, even if it might've been overkill.
I just wanted to survive, no matter what. That's why I transformed, and that's why I used this body's power, too, even if it might've been overkill.
No, I meant my host. I can do whatever he does, and that means any abilities he had when he came here.
[He seems to spend a while typing this.]
Thanks, I appreciate it. But I'm fine, really. Everyone's been really kind to me over here, and it isn't too different from being alive.
How about you? I never checked on you before... I'm sorry about that.
Thanks, I appreciate it. But I'm fine, really. Everyone's been really kind to me over here, and it isn't too different from being alive.
How about you? I never checked on you before... I'm sorry about that.
No, I'm the Jorogumo. Rean's... not really here right now.
I mean besides that.
We've both essentially went through the same thing at this point, being possessed. Doing things we would rather not do. Everyone was kind to me too, for the most part.
But it doesn't make it better. Easier, maybe, but not better.
We've both essentially went through the same thing at this point, being possessed. Doing things we would rather not do. Everyone was kind to me too, for the most part.
But it doesn't make it better. Easier, maybe, but not better.
[This response takes even longer to type out, with what looks to be a lot of false starts or disjointed typing. Finally, he just sends out this:]
Do you ever wonder if you're still yourself?
Do you ever wonder if you're still yourself?
...How was it like, for you? If you don't mind answering, I mean.
[she pauses and just... it's her time to take her time deliberately writing out an answer]
A little like being locked in a cage. Or maybe... in a trance? I kept hearing my sister's voice, having conversations back and forth with her in my head.
"Do this, you're doing so well, I knew there was a reason you were special." Whatever rationality I had felt completely cleaved off, and all I wanted was that sort of praise. I didn't think of anything else...
A little like being locked in a cage. Or maybe... in a trance? I kept hearing my sister's voice, having conversations back and forth with her in my head.
"Do this, you're doing so well, I knew there was a reason you were special." Whatever rationality I had felt completely cleaved off, and all I wanted was that sort of praise. I didn't think of anything else...
It's more difficult to interact with things when you're my size, to be honest. I wouldn't really be able to communicate with you guys if I weren't in this body either.
That's... I don't even think 'awful' describes what you went through. Especially using your family against you like that; it's unforgivable. I'm sorry you had to go through that.
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