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[justfists]

[she is going to. need a minute at that.]

Munehisa-san. I'm resting, please don't worry about me.

[though she does know she wants to say something-- apologize? It's the least she could do.]

I'm so sorry. I... I don't know how to explain myself.

[resortghosts]

There's nothing to explain.

[He's not upset but he definitely needs to learn not to sound like he's grumbling every word into these messages. He's not getting his actual feelings across well, is he.]

[justfists]

[it's true. she's already primed to fear the worst, try as she might to beat her guilt into submission. She inhales, and exhales, slowly, to try and find her center.]

I'm sorry. You didn't deserve what happened to you. And if I could I would change it.

[resortghosts]

Stop apologizing. That dog that took over you's the one to blame.

[He doubts Makoto would have done anything like that if she had been of sound mind and body]

[justfists]

I want to. But I feel like I have to-- it's not like the Barghest will ever apologize or atone.

[puts her head down, curling her knees into her chest]

[resortghosts]

So what? You're gonna do it in its place? You're gonna drive yourself crazy if you keep goin' on like this.

[Not that he doesn't understand, he does]

[justfists]

I know, I know.

[that's all she types for a moment-- though she's wishing she wasn't so tired and frail so this wouldn't feel overwhelming. the guilt is driving her crazy, no question about it.]

I don't know what I'm going to do, besides stop playing the game, and try to figure out how we all get out of here.

[with or without the outsider]

[resortghosts]

Akira's gonna need your support. That's what you should focus on right now.

[Akira is plenty strong and Iwai knows it, but all this must be hitting him pretty hard. Makoto almost died, three of Akira's friends died...there's plenty of reason to be worried about him]

There must be others you should stay with for some time too.