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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm. . . not going to say anything about the whole. [ hand gestures ] Thing about the Barghest reveal since I've already talked Kurusu's ear off about that. But I did want to apologize for looking suspicious during the trial, and ah--

[ He hesitates for a moment and then gives her a more serious look. ]

I want to work with you guys to stop all of this. If you'll trust me.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
He already got what he deserved, but I'm more concerned about him than I am mad at anyone, really, and more importantly... I think I can actually trust you guys.

Since I have a role, too.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. I'm very aware of it. But we're playing a dangerous game already, and there's no way that I could possibly guarantee that anybody is safe unless they're already dead. It's a risky move on my part, sure, but I won't sit around either.

Especially not when everyone else is trying so hard.

I don't usually put my trust in people easily, and I know this could end up backfiring on me, but I want to think that this is the right choice.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome. Don't make me regret telling you this.

[ There's a small, but sad smile. ]

We fucked up this time, but there's a silver lining. I'm going to see if I can't ask the staff for some books to research... and I've been keeping in close contact with the Apprentice, too. Seems like a lot of shit is gonna go down tomorrow.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. He trusted me enough to tell me... a lot, so I know.

We talked a little bit yesterday, mostly about how my role worked, really.

[ and that conversation is somewhat ongoing so shrugs!! ]
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I've only told Kurusu the specifics. Th
Besides him, I've only told one other person that's alive about it.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-09 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to throw myself into the wolves. I'd like to think I have more sensibility than that. It's why I've only told a few people in the first place.

[ She's trying this new thing called attempting to trust others?? It's hard. ]

Yeah, inside your room would be for the best. [ To continue this conversation. ] Lead the way.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-10 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't really lecture him, though honestly I probably should have done it more. I can't believe I have to keep a "X days since Kurusu did something reckless" timer now. It's that bad.

[ Nevertheless, she is following, keeping herself quiet even though she is dunking him really hard right now. ]
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-10 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ He deserves every last bit of dunking... sorry, Akira, she's on Makoto's side here. Once she's inside, however, she immediately zones in towards the nearest chair and sits on it completely straight as a stick. ]

So we wanted to talk about everyone else here, right? Who did you want to start with?
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-10 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Owain is pretty weird, but I haven't really talked to him that much? Like, his profile described him essentially as a chuunibyou. . . Rean, on the other hand, he seems nice. He gives me a similar vibe to some of the guys but he's less reckless as far as I could tell.

Apparently Rean's from a world where they have English and Japanese writing, but there's no Japan or anything like that. He also checked up on me after I collapsed on Thursday... and on Saturday, too. We ended up talking about the basics of mafia on Saturday, actually.
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-10 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
That's true.

I mean, he might be cautious, but the fact that he visited me at all when I collapsed says a lot, to me. I might want to try to talk to him a little more.

Hey, what do you think of Emiya, though?
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[personal profile] dereban 2018-12-11 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
I think so too, but I also think that there's something... off about him. Not in a "he's a monster" way, but I saw how he reacted to the body and talking to him after solidified my thoughts.

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